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RANDOM THOUGHTS


I pour all my emotions in a cup
I drink up and I...
Become intoxicated with
Watery eyes and dripping nose
Afraid to express my feeling
Cause I know you oppose
That I am dealing with a lot of stress form you


Wanting you to act as "man"
Being that you are Adam and I am eve
I follow your lead cause I am
Your rib.... once spit by SALT the poetess


Hesitating the tears cause i feel i can only
Speak through my paper...for my pen has a way
With words unheard by you....
Understanding the reason why you
Called "her"...
Cause rolls have changed and
I want to call "him"....
Chances are slim cause Im like a
Skipped cd...repeating myself…


Might as well be silent...


Knowing you have feelings too
Not denying you're misleading
Expressions...
You're telling me your tired too
Now Im asking if it's worth it?
But it's too legit to quite cause
Im holding you to it...
That this is a love to last...


I want to be your future
Cause Im afraid to be your past...
Can I ask what I can do to make you
Feel the way you did when it was me and
You and convo of our kid and where we would live...


Maybe you're to good for me and maybe Im
Not "her".... again these are just random thoughts...
But maybe to you...just scattered words...
No longer will I bug you cause you're not getting how i feel...
Battered woman on a mission
With a heart that's made of steal...


Thrilling expectations and if know Im better
Than that 3 page letter that I wrote but
Didn't send to you... so confused by the
Negative thoughts I had of you...


Your attitude is pathetic so I ask
No more... leaving this poem on the floor
Of my heart cause your use to walking on it...
Im done and fleeing from it...
Cause Im to good to stress for more...

Written by Frstladylsm


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