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24 months have went by
Since the last time I dried my crying
Eyes of misery….all that is MY history…
Cause HIS STORY hasn't been told yet….
Im searching the files in my head…
That's full of…
Slander and rage…
I turn the page
And focus on yesterday
Cause tomorrow isn't promised….
But now Im confused cause today
Hasn't ended yet…
I still have time to change my future…


ILLmatic conversations in my head
Illusions of my life being dead but my body
Still in existence…walking and talking..
Breathing in my anger
and exhaling belligerence….
My thoughts harassing me….
Praying that GOD have mercy
on me and my soul
For I brought myself to this,,,,
GOD steps in and says
"NO I wont let you do this…TRUST ME….
This is only the beginning of your BLESSINGS"….


I change my thoughts and decide to keep going…
Looking in the mirror searching deeply…
I see one of GOD'S angels going through boot camp…
LIFE is the drill sergeant…. And my reward is hard to see
In my head cause its blurry… BUT NO MORE WORRY…
I TRUST HIM…its coming….


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FREEDOM… IN JESUS NAME. …AMEN….

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