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WOMAN


Sitting in a cold room waiting...
patiently...
for Im not ready to see tomorrow...
i call my self a murderer cause of selfishness...
15 and abused by the trust i had for him...
mad at him...
so i decided to dispose of "IT"....
what type of mother am i?


stayed silent to the hurt i received
from him...made peace with him....
wondering if i was "IT'S'" keeper?
Like Cane to Able.....


Mentally disabled.....?
no........
ABUSED....


124 days later...
back waiting patiently....
what type of mother am i twice?


ABUSED....


literally in pain with tears rolling
down my cheek with his hand print on it....
for i made peace with him again...
and no WOMB to show for "IT".....


43 days later...my visitor never came....
Im thinking it was ashamed of me....
but basically again i was abused....


what type of mother would i be this time?


A PARENT....
an ABUSED PARENT....


for i made peace with him....
married him....
created a "BEING" with him a 4th time....


went threw...and came out of....
left him...


took with me only
a total of 3 lives to spare.....
(you do the math)


threw these things I gained the title....


WOMAN.........

Written by Frstladylsm


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